無敵小眼睛的大世界

I wanna scream I wanna drink till I drop I wanna escape from it I wanna DO something about it All I can do at this instant is crunching my body in bed listening to X Japan and shaking I can't even cry, not even tears I wonder how long this is gonna last This freaking life, this ridiculous life I wanna jump to the end like a grasshopper than a snail dragging it's slimy body across everywhere and still didn't know where the end is until it gets there I wanna be able to control my heartbeat, my breath, my blood flow So I could still function normal To hide the undetectable craziness I can hear them I can feel the air moving I can't feel myself